2 years...it has been 2 years hey, not kidding, 2 YEARS man... through this 2 years,too much happenings
from a primary kiddy to secondary student when i think back, times flies in a blink of eye it's not only the time you are chasing there are something we're also fighting with the time what's the something? i cant answer you, it's up to you what you think/want the something to be, then it is no one on earth can decide for you because everything comes back to yourself
i am, myself is aslo chasing something right now, right this minute, right this second and i believe, if i really put in all my afford my something will come back to me like it's belong to me
but sometimes when i think about it, i dont really what is the something i want? i have a caring family i have a bunch of great friends i have shelter, clothes, food, basic needs i have my mobile, laptop, nintendo, tv, radio do i need more? this is more than enough for those who are born parentless compare to them, i'm jerk this instant
people say 'love is blind' i say 'greed is blind' when you're greedy, nothing can stop you from getting what you want no matter it's your lover, siblings or friends if they try to stop you, i can say that they're going to be dead roasted
maybe you'll think i am insane, talking about rubbish, nonsense saying that this wont happen, not even a teeny-weeny-tiny chance my advice for those who're thinking the same thing right now change your mind, face the reality 21st century, everything can happen anywhere, everywhere bad things wont tell you 'i m coming, please try to avoid' lastly, face the fact that 'greed is blind' when you hurt someone so deeply that saying sorry cant help one thing you can do is, whack yourself dude !!
Life is Live Dec 6, 2009 @ 10:20 PM
yoyoyo..i am back.. went to the modern home exhibition brought to you by citibank not bad though..common booths..nothing special saw the Napure salesman for the 3rd time...lol
went there to search for doors...found a good bargain and end up buying a door and wallpapers... cool...the wallpapers were gorgeous italian, germany, belgium, taiwan and korean made germany has the best quality italian has the worst quality korean has more simple and nice choices (learnt from the salesgirl) (she waste a lot of saliva in explaining)
eventhough it's a tiring day but...something very interesting happened we're looking the doors, a salesguy came and start introducing.. i wasnt looking at the guy, not good looking at all but then my mum told me stg... and her words made me stare at him.. she told me ''the guy didnt zip his pant'' my sis started laughing but since it was very noisy,nobody heard
my first reaction was, not telling him to zip it up but look at his you-know-what...i mean the zip it was not even half-zipped... he forgot to zip the whole thing... to his luck was it wasnt very obvious...at first the hole is getting bigger and bigger man (still cant see what colour his underwear is..nvm) i asked my dad to tell him since both are guys...more easier..less embaressment guess what my dad say when we leave the booth? ''we come here to buy household items, not see ppl got zip pants or not''
zzZZ...what can i say? just shut up actually i have a good idea to tell him without letting him to know who told him sms him la...pro right?
aiya..know you all sure blur and saying, ''how sms him wor? you didnt even have his number.. stupid...blah blah blah'' if i am so stupid, my name also not elaine la...
*please dont scroll down or highlight to find the ending.. because my dear friend, i am waiting for you to guess yourself or ask me when you gave up..*
Life is Live Dec 4, 2009 @ 11:59 AM
recently i watched a drama series eventhough i dont really like it cause it's kinda boring and too fake but what caught my ears is the songs i post 3 songs from the drama at my mixpod and i highly recommended the first song as it is my favourite the other 2 songs are quite nice too so, if you all have time, spend some time listening thanks
Life is Live Dec 2, 2009 @ 1:00 PM
i dont like to post posts that are emo or anything that are not me but this time i think i'll break my rules for once...
u say that the earth is not suitable for you and you blame your mother because of bringing you here 10 months your mother been suffering and you do nothing but sleep and eat and kick and now you still blame your mum
you wish to be as free as a bird to where which you wish to ''i believe i can fly..i believe i can touch the sky to think about you every night and day'' you hope this miracle will happen to you but let me tell you something.. a bird..an animal a poor woman...a human to lots of ppl out there, maybe they'll choose to be a bird but it's only an animal... it cant think right or wrong it cant have a bunch of great friends it cant know how to enjoy its life it cant enjoy tasty food, nice clothes, playing games it cant figure what is sour, sweet, bitter,spicy that we face through in our everyday life all it knows is.. eat worms drink dirty water shit on ppl cars fight for a mate build nest have sex find worms for the new borns teach them how to fly and leave them when the time it's up then fly here fly there either they die peacefully or crashed by a car let the worms and flies be the one who watch him die thats the life of a bird are you sure this is what you want? think wisely when you're still a human
sometimes you wish to know this and that sometimes you wish not to know so much things this is life... sometimes it doesnt let you to choose whether to find out the truth or not sometimes no matter how far you run away from the truth, it'll just stick on you and you cant peel it off (because its uhu glue)
so my friend, face the fact that you're a human enjoy your life when you still have a chance no one can predict what will happen tomorrow appreciate what you have when you have between a happy day and bad day? which will you choose? a happy day is way better than the bad...
Life is Live Nov 30, 2009 @ 4:06 PM
i have a tiny weeny wish change clasamates (not all of them) but not class its great to be pure a1 but anyway if i didnt have the chance to be pure a1 let the classmates be different
somewhere in my heart told me that i am sick with the classmates this year the main and only reason why i choose to change is the same drama will just replay i dont want this happen i want my high school life to be interesting full of new adventures full of new friends not getting to know the same person this is not i want i want something NEW & SUPRISING
Life is Live Nov 26, 2009 @ 5:14 PM
what a boring holiday... right now, i having ntg do... before that i was reading a book '' The Westing Game '' Incredible...a great twist in the end and the climax was damn fascinating cool..
i hate doing chores.. no choice.. the stupid sun made me sweat like sauna-ing not those morning sun with cool breeze its the afternoon sun with high tech lazer which you can easily get severe sunburn or even worst..skin cancer..lol we're dead..dead..or may be roasted(loo2 borrow me first..xD) i wonder why these fews day are getting hotter and hotter shouldnt it be raining cats and dogs as it was the end of the year climate changes..global warming.. haiz...
i hope that are miracles.. if not, i'll be dead-boring before school starts mourn for me then
